I read through Shan's latest post for twice. Whatever she wrote, I really agree. The way she wrote, I admire cz it's not very explicit that the fren she's mentioning will know that Shan is actually talking bout her. I like the way she wrote~!


I agree with one of her statements that she feels happy that the friend of hers found her own clique. I wanna add something on cz I experienced / experiencing the same thing too. I will feel happy that if my fren finds her own clique. The clique which totally fits her in and she feels super comfortable with and that she can be her real self. When a person has a new clique, which tends to be better than previous ones, she/he definitely spends more time with this clique at the same time neglecting those old friends. Imagine that the new clique knows the old clique and they are going out together for dinner or watever, then he/she just spends time with new clique and "accidentally" forgot the existence of old clique. Guess how bad the old clique will feel. Once they were so close so close to each other. Spending each and everyday together. Sharing secrets.


If any of you happen to be this kinda fren, who tend to forget the old clique, my advice is - think. If the same things happen to you, how would you feel? The fren whom you were once so close with suddenly found a new clique and just neglect you like that. Dont forget the old days you have with them. Who were beside you throughout the old days? Who were the one cheered you up before? Who were the ones lending you a hand when you encountered problems? Maybe you were not showing your real self when you are with them, but, did you have fun those days? Did you guys did something memorable? Did they treat you as their clique?


Maybe this is the friendship cycle huh??

Ok!! My connection is back!!! In order to celebrate, I shall move my entire blog to

xintiffany.blogspot.com

This old blog will be abandoned for a while. I will update it if I have the mood or if I'm lazy switching accounts.

I've wrote the first post in my new blog!

Go check it out!!

Where am I at such early in the morning. Class starts at 4pm and I woke up at 9am!

Dont know what happened to Streamyx or because of my face problem, my place has no connection!!! What the................................................

Dam freaking pissed okayzzz!! My bro's office is just down the road and there's connection!!! Apala niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! So, I'm quite sure it's because of my FP!!!!

So.... Now I'm here, paying for a cup of drink to use a cafe's WiFi when I can use the streamyx I applied FOC!!! Somemore I feel so pai seh sitting here with A CUP OF HONEY LEMON without any food because I just took my breakfast and I'm dam broke right now. So wanna call to TmNet to screw them off!!!

Gotta drive back home coz I have been sitting here for one hour! Feel the pressure people looking at me with just one drink. I think I will feel more pai seh when I'm going to pay later.....

A long long post

This post is gonna be longggg with little pictures. Yesterday, when I was preparing myself to sleep, I suddenly thought of my physical appearance throughout the entire teenage life. Only one word can describe my appearance - FUGLY.

I started to wear spec since I was in Standard 2. Last time all the specs looked UGLY and AUNTY-ISH. Most of the specs are round and with gold color at the side. Compared to a spec I wore back in elementary school, these aunty-ish specs were much much better. I wore before a grandma spec! Why? My mom conned me so. When I was trying out this new pair of spec, which I would prefer to call it grandma spec, my mom said,"Wahhhhh!! Hou leng aaaa!!!" I looked at the mirror, I looked exactly like a 60 year old grandma. But my mom said 'hou leng' so must buy. The reason of her buying that pair of glasses was it's cheap! In addition, that glasses wont break into two even if it fell from somewhere high. I dont remember for how long I was forced that glasses. I repressed that traumatic memory already!

My glasses looked something like this. You say fugly or not.

My hair. Freaking messy. All the baby hair flying here and there. Only pony tail was allowed during elementary school. How bad can pony tail be right? I tell you. My pony tail looked ugly! Sometimes, it could be senget. Sometimes, it could be messy. Sometimes, I dont even know how to describe it. I used to have short hair too. I dont remember me brushing my hair before leaving to school.

Now my teeth. My teeth in my mouth were totally a mess! Dont know whether you guys know about a local singer - Ah Niu or not. His teeth messy right? Mine. Way messier than his! Unbelievable?? Believe it. Whenever I laughed or smiled, I didnt dare to show my teeth because people were telling me that my teeth looked fugly. When teeth are in a total mess, they can be storerooms! Store all the things you eating / ate. I didnt have the habit of rinsing my mouth after eating and also the habit of looking into the mirror to check my teeth. Sometimes, my teeth stored vege, meat, noodles. I didnt realize UNTIL I got back home. Malu right?? Dirty right?? Fugly.

I was super slim when I was young. With long legs and long hands. Cannot imagine how I looked like right?? Imagine popeye's girlfriend - Olive Oil. That's me.

My aunt used to call me Olive Oil. Everytime she saw me, she would say my teeth looked ugly and my physical appearance was exactly like Olive Oil in real person. Fugly.

I was like that since Standard 2 til Form 2! Six years of fugly-ness. I was ugly to the extent guys in high school started calling me names like bacteria. Til now, I can remember I cried like hell to my mom when I told her my classmates called me bacteria. I did nothing to them. Didnt even talk to them. But I was called bacteria. What a pathetic PLUS traumatic experience.

Dont know whether it's because of all these depressing experiences I had, I transformed. Not into a super gorgeous gal laaaa. But at least I transformed into a human being instead of being a bacteria. First, I started to fix my teeth. Braces is the most intelligent thing on earth!! Although it was torturing wearing braces, I dont mind coz I wanna be pretty. I wanna be a human being! Next, I start wearing contact lens. Then start fixing my hair. I would make sure I tied my hair neat and tidy before I went to school. I wore what my friends wore. Form 3 was really my turning point! Long silky hair. Slim body. Grown up already. Do you know how great it feels when guys start courting you???!!! Those who were not ugly ducklings wont understand how I felt. The best time I have is during Form 3. I met my gang. Start meeting nice people instead of those bitches. That's the time I started my clown life. LOL.

Oh yea!!! I only started waxing when I was in Foundation!! AHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHA! I was so hairy!! A friend of mine said to me when I was in Foundation,"Yerrr... Your hand so hairy oneee... Wei Loon doesnt like one eeee..." Then only realized I really have hairy hands!! And legs too!!! I also like being in Foundation. I have long straight hair. Slim slim body. Long legs without hair. Met someone. Nyeh~ But, one of my weaknesses was - my color combination. Hehehehehehe. I like one whole set. Which means, I wear the same color from head to toe! LOL. If I chose a purple-ish pants, I must wear a purple-ish top too! And my shoes also. Ahhhhhhhh! Malunyaaaa. Maybe I too OCD. Until I want everything same from head to toe~ I dont know how Mr Travis tahan me last time. Hahahahahaha! Maybe he was just attracted to my face not my fashion sense. LOL!

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Okies! End of my life story~ I'm dam full this whole day! Went out to da bao breakfast this morning. I ate Chee Cheong Fun and I was dammmmmmmmm full. After movie fest, group meeting in McD! I wasnt very hungry or rather not hungry at all but I still went to buy Nugget set. Chee Cheong Fun also hasnt digest and I was eating Nugget and fries already! And I drank one and a half cup of coke! Stomach was going to burst. Dinner around 7pm! Chee Cheong Fun just finish digesting and nugget set was still digesting. Went to have beef noodles. One whole bowl of beef noodles with tons of noodles macam tak payah duit! Not only neef noodles, my mom even ordered side orders. Two plates somemore!! It's 10.30 pm now when I'm typing this sentence. My stomach is still digesting. I think still digesting nugget set.

I keep on burping. And also farting. This is how full I am. But I'm thinking, I fart because I'm too full OR because I'm sitting on Vern's crabbie? Today is the first day I sit on crabbie and I farted for so many times!! I think crabbie is gonna die soon. It's 'bien bien' now edi... HAHAHAHHA.

Vern May, I didnt yim hei crabbie!! By the way, its name is crabbie. Hehehehhe. It's full of my fart now!! It's 'bien bien' already laaa. Maybe coz my ass too huge for the poor little crabbie which is already 'bien' before I even laid my ass on it. MUahahahaha!

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I received letter from HELP! About my last sem results. Dammmmm. So geram to see my 311 result. I didnt know that they stated our CGPA after the grades of the subjects!!! Dammm. I missed my CGPA for 6 semesters!!! Kebodohan. I looked at my CGPA - 3.15! What the heck!!!! There goes my Second Upper Honors!!! Thank god for my kiasu-ness, I read the letter again. 3.15 is that semester CGPA with that 4 subjects. Phewwwwwwww~ The overall CGPA is 3.30! Oklaaa. Not a good thing to show off BUT my Second Upper Honors still surviving! This sem must at least get a B+ and above then only can increase my CGPA!

TIFFANY SOH!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!! GA YAOOOOOOO!!

Ok~~ Shall go surfing now~~ (leave aside the semangat of increasing CGPA)

I'm gonna release my anger here. I've saved it from yesterday morning until now! I must release it if not I might fire up myself!!

I think most of people know that I protect my books especially new books to the very end of an extreme. I dont like my books to be folded besides for revision purposes. I want my books to be as clean as possible. Yesterday morning, I failed to protect my new cultural textbook!! It's brand new somemore!!! I havent even wrapped it!! I think I'm gonna offend someone's bf if she so happen to read my blog. I'm gonna apologize first to her but I cannot help but to say bad things bout him!!! When you dislike someone, whatever he/she did will disgust you. To the max!

Yesterday in Cross Cultural Psychology class, other students were asking bout when they will get the textbook. Dr Fulton obviously knew nothing bout the textbook so Michelle told him that our bookshop is selling the 3rd edition of the textbook although we are going to use the 4th edition. My gang and I bought the 3rd edition coz we thought we will be using the 3rd. But nvm, all these not important. Babe brought my book to me because they went to collect it from the bookshop the day before yesterday. Michelle told the whole class that our bookshop has the stocks and that oily fatty aka Ohhhhh-I'm-So-Fucking-Knowledgeable-That-I-Must-Let-The-Whole-Wide-World-Know-About-It-By-Asking-"KNOWLEDGEABLE"-Questions saw I'm holding my brand new lovely textbook. And so, HE WANTED TO TAKE MY BOOK TO HAVEA LOOK!!!! I dam freaking reluctant to hand my lovely book over to him coz his hands or rather every part of his body is so FUCKING OILY!!!! I didnt want to give him my book but Dr.Fulton was looking at me so I had no choice but to let him to touch my kesian book. I already showed my dam DU LAN face but he still wanted to take my book!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! Very obvious he cannot fucking read people's facial expression!!!!

When he said "Can I have a look?", I so wanna say NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! Get ur oily hands away from my boooook!!!!! I dont you to pollute my brand new book!!!! If not Dr.Fulton was looking over here, I rather eat my book than letting you to touch it!!!

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Some people might not know why I make such a big fuss bout people touching my book. I dont mind people touching my book. But I fucking mind HIM touching my book!! I dont even like to listen to him talking! What more let him to touch my book?!?!!? I feel so sorry to my book seriously. For letting it to suffer. Somemore he flipped my book!!! Means every little single page of my book has his oily DNA!!!! The biggest sacrifice I've made in my 20 years of life!!!!

I dam hate my book now because it is polluted by FATSSSSS and OILLLLLLLL. Dont even have the ohm to wrap it. Michelle immediately wipe my book with her jumper when that oily fatty gave me back the book. MICHELLLLE!!!! Not that I yim hei your effort, BUT, BUT, BUT, I cannot tahan him touched my booook!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There's fire burning up STRAIGHT to my brain when I saw my book molested by him!!!!!!

I so wanna cry noww.......... My boooook....... If only I'm rich enough, I will buy a brand new book......

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!! I will never ever let him to touch anything of mine!!! Once he touches, I will burn it!!!!! OR........ I will give him my very well know fucking du lan PLUS bitchy face and say it right in front of him,"Dont you ever use your fucking oily hands to touch anything of mine! If not, I will curse you gao gao for the rest of your life!!! If you want your life to be peaceful from next second onwards, FUCK OFF RIGHT NOW!!"

Ahhhhhhhhhh... Feel more relief after screwing Ohhhhh-I'm-So-Fucking-Knowledgeable-That-I-Must-Let-The-Whole-Wide-World-Know-About-It-By-Asking-"KNOWLEDGEABLE"-Questions.

I had a very satisfying lunch this noon! Cooked myself a packet of maggi mee~ It has been a long long time since I last ate maggi. Wanted to add something in like egg or fish balls but fridge has nothing for me to add into my maggi. So, I could only eat PURE maggi mee. WuuuUUUUuuu~ Felt so good after eating maggi~~~~~ Instant noodles is the best thing when you are starving because you can satisfy your stomach in just three minutes~!!

After maggi, I still felt hungry so I went to hunt for snacks and I found a bar of chocolates which I havent finish eating last night~ The weather was and IS seriously freaking hot til my chocolates melted very fast!!! I felt so wasted that some of the chocolates sticked at the aluminium wrapper. After eating two rows of chocolates, I felt more satisfying~

But then, my stomach doesnt feel very good now. My warning is, dont mix instant noodles with chocolates!!!! You might ave diarrahea because I just went to poo. Nyehhehehehe~

Movie festival tomorrow!!! These exclamation marks dont indicate that I'm excited. I watched the movie before!! HELP doesnt have money to purchase new original DVDs and so we, as psychology students, have to suffer by watching the same movie over and over again. I have nine semesters in HELP and guess how many times or what's the probability of me watching the same movie more than once. Everytime during this dumb movie fest, I can hear people behind me saying,"Aiyorrrr...We are gonna watch the same movie again!! I've watched it already!!" Seeeeee.. This is how pathetic HELP is. Or maybe they wanna save some costs to invest in the new campus, which I DONT HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO USEEEEEE!

After movie fest, my nightmare hasnt end yet, I still have group meeting at I-dont-know-where! Sighhhh. There goes my be-eau-ti-foooooool Saturday............

I wonder who can guess my new blog address. Hehehehehe. And leave the FIRST comment in my chatterbox~

How??

I have a brand new blog! I was so semangat this evening that I went to continue a blog which I created last week using my gmail account. A brand new blog with a brand new name~ Feel so great with the new features (I know it's no longer new to other people but it's new to me!). Can upload any picture / photo as the header! It's so coooool! I wanted to do that a long time ago, however, my old account (which is this one) doesnt have such features. I didnt wanna ruin my current blog by changing the HTML and stuff PLUS I have no idea how to edit the HTML so I was very excited when I've uploaded a picture as my header in my new blog!

I'm not sure what I'm going to do with tht new blog. I've put in chatterbox as well and link the people I linked in this blog but there's no post. So the entire blog is just so clean and nice~

Should I abandon this blog and use that new blog?? But like so bad righttttt... But besides blogging, I dont have anything better to do with that new blog. If dont use it then feel very wasted. How How How?! I like my new bloggie so much yet I dont feel like abandoning this old bloggie too. Sighhh... How????????

Crapping

It's only 9pm plus and I'm sleepy already. The weekend seems so so long to me. Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday! Four days off in a roll! I did help my mom in her place on Monday, besides that, I did everything besides anything related to my studies. Ate plenty of good food for continuous days. Half seafood meal on Saturday, western food @ my uncle's place on Sunday, Thai food on Monday, Lum Mee + fried dumplings this afternoon. Had a very satisfying home cooked dinner just now. WuuuuUUuuu~~ My mouth never been rested from Saturday til today!

The proudest thing I've done in these few days is - I editted my ERB form for two times and finally submitted it this afternoon!! Went back to Uni just to submit the form. Thank god mom is off today, if not I gonna waste my transportation fees again! So proud of myself can?! First time I did ERB on my own!! Last time all group work. Usually, I was the one who read through the ERB and told Yien any grammar mistakes or anything need to be added. I never really the ERB.

Awwwww... I miss group work with my own gang. We have no group work this sem. SobSob. Have to group with people I never worked with before. Sigh. They dont even like to reply my mails. How sad is that. I was hoping that someone will reply my mail because people were saying to me that she's the same type as me. Mana tau, Hua Fu replied my mails but not her! Omg!!! I must give credits to Mr. Stephen Tan Hua Fu dy although he's not gonna read my blog!! *applause* I have 6 members and so far only two replied me. MaMaMia!! Save me!! I shall not complain so much because Yien doesnt really know her group members. I dont think she knows all her group members besides Jessica and her bf. What a sad case right. Nevermind Yien, we shall add oil together gather!! We shall depend on ourselves!! I miss our group!!!!!!!! SobSob....

Lecture from 10am to 6pm tomorrow. 4 hours break in between. OMGGGGG!! My whole day just wasted like thattttttttttt!! Do nothing in that 4 hours!!! I think I will spend around 1 hour for lunch. The max also one and a half hour. The other 2 hour and a half will be spent in talking to Vern and Michelle. Not gonna bring my lappie again! Freaking heavy okkkkkk! Rested for 4 days edi so I dont think my hands can carry such heavy lappie for so many hours. Somemore we need to climb up the stairs!! No way mannn. Let's hope Vern and Chelle wont bring their lappies tomorrow so that I have someone(s) to talk to. If not I will be like dumb dumb sitting on the chair looking around for TWO AND A HALF HOURS!!!!!

I'm online but no one is chatting with me. =(((((( Such a pathetic life I have......

SIEN!